Discovering Amber

I have always enjoyed women's lingerie. From looking at catalogs to seeing girlfriends wearing it I have loved the look and feel of sexy, silky lingerie but for me it has always gone deeper. At 18 I tried on my first set of panties, oh my God that was wonderful! It was all downhill from there. Eventually I tried leg shaving and shaving my crotch but those never lasted long because I didn't want to have to explain it to anyone. I would go through binges where I wore panties and stockings under my clothes during the day out and about with friends or at work and then ran home to masturbate furiously. Then I'd go through the shame and embarrassment of having to admit that dressing like a girl turned me on so much. It got worse when I tried anal toys in my mid 20's. Wearing a butt plug was interesting at first but what really struck me was pulling it out and feeling the emptiness left behind.

Maybe I should have started this out differently "Hi my name is amber and I'm a sissy crossdresser."

So what brought me to being 26 and standing in the kitchen in black patent 5" heels, suntan stockings, a white satin with floral print corset and matching panties, blonde wig and makeup typing away on the laptop you ask? That was being discovered by my girlfriend turned Mistress. Now my penance for stretching out some of her bras and panties is documenting my story for the unseen masses to read. Oh sweet humiliation how I cherish you so!

After Allison and I moved in things were going great. She is 28 and truly stunning with long auburn hair and a short and very tight body. She always dresses nicely and has the most amazing lingerie it was only a matter of time before I had to put some of it on. It started casually enough. She works irregular hours while mine are set so it was easy because I would be home alone quite often. I still had a bag of stuff from my single days as well including some lingerie and heels as well as a 5" butt plug and stockings. That was all tucked safely in a bag in the back of the closet.