Growing up wrong

” He then asked how did you become so beautiful? I stopped drinking & looked at him “what do you mean by that?” “Well, I mean, I have seen lots of shemales online. Most you can tell were male before. You look like you were born so beautiful.” I smile, kissed him & said “my sister & I (she's 1 yr older) used to play allot as kids. I would rather play dolls & dress up & tea party then with the neighborhood boys. With there trucks & army & dirt bikes.” I continued “my parents worried that I was a sissy & sent me to a psychologist. After 3 or 4 visits she requested a physical. My doctor reported my blood test results showed abnormal high traces of estrogen. Befounded cuz I didn’t have any female organs.” Jordan asked “No tentacles either?” “No I had those removed when I was 17... only cost $200. Outpatient surgery, my sister went with me. I had breast forming 2-3 weeks after surgery. Softer skin. Voice went slightly higher. My sister Karen noticed right away. She loves have a 'lil sister' we practically wear the same size on everything.” I notice that Jordan is getting turned on by me talking about my transformation. “So doctor put he on testosterone pills. That shit made me sick. After a week, I found a 'pill substitute' in a book at the library. B12 from vitamin store. No more sick. Years later when my folks found out they were upset, but my mom understood. My dad loved me, but I think he wished I were his son.” I looked up at the ceiling fan. “Sorry daddy.” “Your father pasted away? “Jordan asked softly. “Yes, 3 yrs ago of a heart attack. My mom was so cool & accepted me weither I date men or woman. She just wants me to be happy & safe.” Jordan takes my empty OJ glass & sits it on the nightstand pulls me down to the pillow & starts kissing me. He tweaked my already hard nipples & stroking my penis.