Hooked On Shemale Cock

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Well, that did it, I finally swallowed my first load of shemale cum, and I haven't been able to get it out of my mind since.
It was three years or so that I'd been wanting to have a shemale cum in my mouth, and it was everything I'd dreamed and more, but now what?
I'm at work thinking about it, reminiscing about her sweet, hard cock sliding in and out of my mouth until her explosion and I'm not getting a damn thing done.
I was afraid I'd be hooked, and just as I thought, that's exactly what happened.
Now here I sit, still with some work to do, but instead, I'm trolling every website I know looking for another t-girl to suck.
Thank God I work from home, but still, this isn't helping productivity.
As I'm scrolling down a particular page, I see an ad for a new Latina girl in town, or so says her ad, so I click on, since Latinas have always been my favorite.
Her pics are stunning, with long, blond hair and an hour glass figure with nice, perky tits and a beautiful round ass.
The link attached takes me to her website, and oh my God, she's got a gorgeous cock!
I click on one of the pictures of her leaning back off the end of a sofa with just a black garter belt and stockings on and nothing else, legs spread nice and wide and beautiful, hard cock standing straight up, and I just fixate on it.
Everything about this picture is perfect, her pose, her outfit, her rigid cock, everything.
I almost want to call her just to see if she'd let me recreate that shot and stare at her.
I browse to a few other ads, but keep coming back to her, her name is Jessica, and she's in my head.
It's the middle of the work day, I've got lots to do, and I really can't leave to go pursue this indulgence.
I get back to work, for three minutes, then I'm staring at Jessica's beautiful cock again.
Geez, this is ridiculous.
Have I turned the corner and become some degenerate freak who now has to have t-girl cock? Did I just get myself hooked on something that could take a huge bite out of my monthly income?
I do fairly well, but I need to get past this, I don't need to spend a few hundred dollars a week on this fixation, that would just be stupid.