About 1/2 hour away I became nauseous with excitement and kept second guessing my decision but held my ground and kept driving. As I arrived in her town I decided to buy some champagne and flowers. I thought it would be a good gesture on my part. When I got to the apartment complex and up to her door my heart was beating out of my chest, I was so nervous and visibly shaking with anxiety. As I knocked on the door she opened and this beautiful creature opened the door. She looked way better than her pics which she sent which were a little dark, but now in front of me stood a 5,6 Asian/American woman with thick shoulder length dark brown hair, nice big brown eyes and slender figure. She had a wonderful smile and her voice was even thick and sexy, not fully a woman's voice but in between like a very feminine boy's voice.
I gave her the flowers and champagne and she smiled and immediately kissed me on the cheek and said " your so sweet" then invited me in and I sat on the couch as she put the flowers in water and poured two glasses as I sit in the couch still feeling my heart thump in my neck. She was a black dress that had straps around her shoulders and had slip on black shoes. Her skin tone was very light brown. In conversation I later found out her parents were from Japan and Estonia and she was mix. Her skin was nearly blemish free and she was 23 years old. We made small talk about the trip, was it easy finding her place?, what I did for a living?, and I also asked her about her life. It was interesting to find out about her lif. she struggled with living her life being out the closet and I found out that she just came out to her parents and life at work and in the world was a struggle for her to live as a woman. She also told me she had been taking hormones for several months. I was intrigued by it all and was just hoping to be able to get as comfortable as I could. As we sat next to each other and talked at one point she said " your so cute" ( I remember that back then I was a cute guy) and she leaned over and kissed me, which then led to another kiss and then to a make out.
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