My first time with a guy

I knew from that moment on I wanted to be the Bitch and please a man…Since then I have figured out that I am Bi because I love women too and was married for 14 years till she passed away in a car crash.. Tommy and I would fuck each other a lot every chance we could.. Even Saturdays after the guy’s left we would ride off like we were going home then when everyone was out of sight we would meet up by the lake or the big hill by the tree at least 3 times a week or more (I never denied him).. I got a 5gal bucket-w-a lid and dug a hole and put some sexy things in it by the lake.. We fucked in my Dad's shop out back a few times at night with no lights on.. He fucked me at the mall one time in the bathroom while our mom’s were shopping. It was a good 45 minute it was funny. A guy came in while he was pounding me in the stall and we didn’t stop.. I would borrow my Dad's Bass Boat and we would go to lake Okeechobee. I fucked him in the boat a lot as he fished wearing a French cut bikini tanning my ass.. I got better at giving head but could never get the whole thing down later in life. My wife taught me how to do that!!! To this day the rest of the guys never knew that side of us!!! about 3 years later they moved away and I haven't seen or heard of him since but I do think of him from time to time as I do my wife.. Like I said I've never really spoke of this before to anyone not even her and she's the one who got me seriously cross-dressing and taught me how to really be a bitch In private….

PS.. Well that was my first sexual experience with a guy so I guess my point is don't be afraid to explore your sexuality you may find something you really enjoy.. And will wonder why you had never tried it before. you may try some things and not like it but at least you tried it.. sextoy101